it snowed today.
we just got home from grocery shopping. i was walking in the snowbank kicking the snow as high as i could, and my husband kept telling me to stop, the people in the cars are watching! they'll think you're silly and crazy.

i like the snow.
i can't help but feel as though it doesn't matter how long i've lived here, or how used i am to snow, i'll still walk in the snowbank and kick it high.
though i know i'll probably get used to it and grow to hate it as most americans/snowdwellers do.

i am an interest; though i'm sure it's merely because i am a rather commonly used word.

i have been looking for excuses to buy a domain, but every time i think of a reason to buy one, someone solves that reason. the last reason was lack of a CGI bin, and the banners screaming at me from the one i do have, but (alas!)... a friend has offered to allow me access to his; in return for grammar editing. hurrah.

i want too much.
i want a computer with a cd rom that works, a mouse that works, and a screen resolution of (anything! as long as it is) more than 640x480. (arrrr!!)
i want no one to buy me christmas presents, not only so i won't feel guilty for not returning the favour, but also because i think it's wrong. [a special day for gifts? how sad, predictable, and hopelessness inducing. typical excuse, as is thanksgiving; a holiday to celebrate getting together to eat!]
i want a mannequin! goodness forever, i've no way of expressing that strongly enough.
i want more wigs; i've only three.
i want someone in an old folks' home i can visit.
i want to go home.
+ one thousand smaller things that i won't list because i don't want to be here all night, and if i list one, i have to list them all.

i watch far too much television since we got cable. i wonder if i can account my seeming loss of intelligence to that?
think i'll go watch now.

brittle skin - i'm leaving a trail

thistle scars
cast in the mistle
clawing through bone & water
only the air

all night long walking the ocean
every morning almost forgotten

frozen to the so quick clouds
watching everyone swelling
quickly, quickly!
they're almost doing everything
neon signs flashing here! here! here!

limp en trance
i just can't listen

no thoughts for me

the sound of my sore and
horrible voice
filling a thousand slots

all the things i see
i'm going to have to really see
one day/some day

other than that
i'm a happy grass hop

my computer had slept & not woken
now reformatted, a pure and clean robot
but empty and so many lost
*weep

just getting warmed up
mother nature
wouldn't you think
one track mind
forgetting stress
take care of me
learning to shoot
this is going to be fun
what about me
that's why never mind
my treat

this poste
can now be found here.
hurrah!

i've a tiny strawberry tea set
a silver butterflied bracelet
a finally unsore pierced lip

and.. ! i want a million pictures of me.

FEED ME!

i've too many names
repeatedly forgotten &
repeatedly remembered

why would i lie?

amievil & i

want a mouth full of rain

if i'm from anywhere
it's you

a man stopped me
in the street today,
and told me i was beautiful.

i didn't think about it
half as much
as i would have, had he told me
i was ugly.

focus on anything else
whoaaaaaaa swinging too high
waiting for everything to go down
i want to be feverishly
my way
moonstoned
wearing fingers in my hair
fingering my eyes
waiting for everything to go down
just adoring